a tribute to a loser that i've come upon..

Have you ever come upon a loser..?

A loser,

Total loser...

having that ego so high,

but yet he is just some crappy loser,

who whether intentionally or unintentionally,

hide behind the veil of knowing how to talk and twist things in religion,

recite the qur'an beautifully and always take the front line of an imam,

enjoy and seek the state of being in a limelight,

and  at worst,

did not practice wut he has said..

huh,

this time im a criticiser,

and i know,

that it aint come from my pure intention of advising in this post,

its more to letting go some part of my inside,

which hate this type of behaviour that exists,

in some of us.

worst thing,

i do realise and afraid,

that sometimes ,

this behaviour which im pointing out at him,

is pointing back at me.

Ya Allah, protect me from this feeling of hatred.

salam.

sahabatku, seorang pemuda kristian

jumaat,

ak di kl sentral,
memikirkan hala tuju seterusnya...
perut pun dah berkeroncong..T.T

ak ke kfc..
meja dah penuh,
ak pun duduk di satu meja,
seorang cina, dari air muka, baru 20 lbey..

namanya chi hau,
dia seorang christian, non-denomination,
dtg ke kl sentral, jumpa member2 "usrah",
utk wat planning aktiviti church diorang..

ak pun terus brtnya, dan brtanya,
diorng mmg buat bnyk aktiviti,
fund raising, charity consert,
gathering every week utk strenghten each other faith(mcm usrah!!)..,
g kt mall n approach org awam utk share faith diorang, etc..
n diorang sume volunteer..

haih,
ak seorang muslim,
di negara islam,
yg sah di sisi undang2 utk berdakwah..
tapi ak tenggelam..

semoga pemuda2 kristian ini,
akn dapat mencari,
apa itu kebenaran yang sebenarnya,
ameen..

pengkritik muslim dan yang muslim yang dikritik

pengkritik,

ada yang hanya lebih mahu menjatuhkan air muka,

dan menceritakan keburukan orang lain,

di hadapan khayalak ramai..

dari membawa kepada kebenaran,

dengan kata-kata yang berbaur fitnah,

dan tidak melambangkan,

keikhlasan dalam kritikan,

pengkritik menonjolkan keangkuhan diri,

kerana bisa mengkritik..

yang dikritik pula,

ada yang sukar mengambil apa yang baik dari kritikan,

walau busuk mana pun kritikan tersebut,

pasti ada kebaikan,

jika tiada kebaikan,

pasti ada peringatan,

jika tiada peringatan,

pasti ada panduan..

yang dikritik,

kadangkala menjadi seperti pengkritik,

angkuh menerima kritikan,

seperti mana pengkritik angkuh dalam memberi kritikan..

pengkritik dan yang dikritik,

hapuskanlah keangkuhan,

amar ma'ruf nahi munkar itu,

perlukan keikhlasan,

yang dihiasi dengan kerendahan hati 

dalam memberi dan menerima kritikan,

hakikatnya utnuk membawa kepada keimanan,

mengajak kepada kemaslahatan,

bukan mencetus permusuhan..

pengkritik dan yang dikritik,

"sesungguhnya,

seorang muslim itu,

ialah apabila saudara muslimnya yang lain,

terpelihara dari lidah dan tangannya..."

sambutan raya d kmb

salam,

On behalf of the students' council, i would like to apology for any drawbacks in the college sambutan raya..

such as, 

murtabaks werent enough not enough due to some students took more than one....

and maybe some of the foods did not taste well..

after all,

we hope that it was a satisfactory event and as a pioneer project, we hope that the next mpp ,which has helped us  a lot in this event, can do much better..=)

selamat hari raya

maaf zahir batin

from the students' representative council, 07/08.

ps/

thanks to kam, din n othrs fr th video,

naiman, muiz n othrs as well fr th dj part,

hosni as the mc,

n many more who has contributed n supported this event,,

alhamdulillah..

all praise is due only to God...

salam.

zakat, satu penyelesaian skala global

andai umat Islam di Malaysia bayar zakat,

zakat fitrah, zakat harta, dan zakat2 lain..

hilanglah pengemis2 di jalan2,pasar2,

yang saudara seagama,

andai sume bayar zakat,

orang melayu, yang selalunya islam,

boleh dapat biasiswa dr zakat,

cina,india, dan lain2 bley dpt biasiswa dr kerajaan dgn adil,

diorng pun bayar cukai gak..

org melayu, bley dpt dr zakat..n dr kerajaan.

andai sume umat islam kat dunia bayar zakat,

darfur,palestin,bosnia, dan lain2..

bley maju..masalah kebuluran hilang..

tiada lagi negara dunia ke-3 oleh negara islam...

tiada lagi pembulian ekonomi oleh negara barat,

bila negara islam bersatu, dngan sistem ekonomi berlandaskan syariah..

kita x perlu risau akan masalah kejatuhan ekonomi..

andai sume umat islam sedar,

x perlulah ak tulis sume ni..

huhu..

slamat kembali ke kmb..T.T..

 

raya : past : mending wut is damaged

salam..

dear reader,

ive read somewhere that u cant run away from ur past no matter hw hard u try..

ur past will eventually claw it way back to haunt u through wut's left from ur scar..

scary aint it... 

ths week,

ive been trying to mend my past,

to repair wut is damaged..

n i found out that th best way fr me to mend wut is already broken,

is to be ready to expose myself to more vulnerability..

huhu..

n nw i cn take a sigh,

that i hv exposed myself..

wut has passed, has passed...

n my past,is mine,

not urs to noe..

aidilfitri

salam..

dear reader,

thou i might dun noe u,

still,to u, i might hv done smthng wrong.

i wish u,

selamat hari raya..

maaf zahir batin.

raya is fr ones wh fight n strive to achieve taqwa,

n honestly,

ths raya,i feel like i aint not included in that category,

T.T

i guess that makes my raya is not as meaningful as it supposedly be..

T.T

oh..bytheway,

it came across my mind 

when th takbir "berkumandang"

why in malaysia it sounds so sad..?(im nt sure whether its th same in othr countries)

hmm, wt r we lamenting act..?

is it due to the fact that we did not get anythng frm th just passed ramadhan..?

r we in a grieveng ceremony..?

i thought raya is a celebration..of a muslim triumph..not some sort of grieving ceremony of smeone who's dead or cant celebrate th raya with their family....

nway,its just a thought,

i, myslef, cant help to recite th takbir as it is..

its too melodious and nostalgic to resist..huhu..

only God knows..wallahualam..

ps/dear reader,hope that ur raya is not as unfortunate as mine..=(..

salam

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