ramadhan

salam..

buat diriku..

yang telah tewas di akhir perjuangan ramadhan ini...

semoga kau masih berpeluang menebus kembali apa yang telah hilang,

jika ramadhan masih hadir dan masih ingin akan dirimu...

tabattul..

Peace be upon You, 

dear reader.

alhamdulillah, 

last weekends, i spent th days at masjid sepang, 

th big mosque which is near the highway to klia.

ive learnt many things, definitely...

and truly i was impressed by ustazah arpah...

she brought out the tabattul concept...

of being a true human...a true muslim...

based on example given by The Prophet Muhammad S.A.W and his companions..

willing to sacrifice all that u have, of becoming a true muslim, a true da'i...

it was my first time, meeting with a woman, that is willing to sacrifice all of what she posses to seek the pleasure from Allah....

a woman, not a man..

an old lady, not young...

i was, 

truly moved,

truly inspired..

may Allah grant you, dear reader,

and me,

guidance and strong foothold in His Path..

amen..

distant..

distant,

sombre,

tired....

a muslim as i am,

i know,

i am supposedly

should not feel like so..

My Lord,

I implore that you pour your Mercy on me...

amen..

Glory be to You, 

we have not been able to know You as Your knowledge requires, O Known One! 

Glory be to You, 

we have not been able to worship You as Your worship requires,O Worshipped One!

what are we afraid of ..?

Dear Reader,

Peace be upon you...

aint it true that..

smetimes we feel a bit afraid to read any articles, websites,

that r served to criticise our beliefs..

as a muslim, or even for any other non-muslims,

we indeed believe that our faith is the truth..

but aint it fairly reasonable to say that a part of our faith is still based on blind conviction..,

due to th fact that we r scared that we might find that our beliefs might be  proven to be wrong in those articles...? 

oh no..the fear of being proven to be wrong exist...!!..

a big problem fr one wh feel satisfied enough fr his/her undrstanding of religion...

as a muslim, with a conviction that islam is indeed the truth, it is compulsory fr us to seek knowledge...and to seek answers fr our doubts...

as iman, is not smthing that is based on blind conviction..

faith, fr me, is not merely as ignorant as that...

dear reader,

if we r nt afraid to read such articles and seek th answers,.. 

then,

it is fair to claim that

our faith is not blindly based...

and as fr me, islam..is a faith,

a way of life fr the intelligent ,

nvr it will be a faith 

fr fool, 

one wh doesnt wnt to think..

"O Allah ! I ask You for everlasting iman , 

and i ask You for a heart which should fear You,

and i ask You for a true confidence in You ,

and i ask You for a firm deen.."

amen..

salam, 

i welcome you to..

"apocalypse"..

a new start

dear reader,

peace be upon you.

today, there is a discussion with one of my my christian classmate regarding his faith. 

Its a good start for promoting mutual understanding.